What I may not be

I am one filled with hopes and aspirations. To love and to live like the least of these. To seek and pursue experiencing life, to be able to understand it better so that I may be able to help my friends in need. I want to uphold justice and responsibility for my actions. I want to be treated fairly. I want to attempt to live like no other. It is by Christ's death that I am released to pass on the burden of trying to be perfect. That it is Okay for me to weep, or be angry at the world for injustice. It is hard to see friends not chasing the dreams that once fueled them, and began to settle for something less than the best. It is hard caring and loving on people who forget that you exist, and yet to continue to invest in their life. In hopes that they may get a glimpse of the Glory that God wants to show them.

I may not ever have a nice car, I may not ever live in a nice neighborhood, I may not ever have someone in my life that wants to know more about me than myself. I may not live long. I do know that my life will be lived with meaning. That i will chase the will of our father with wreck less abandonment, and sometimes life just really stinks in pursuit of that. That I often just want to give up, but i have the hope of Christ, in that our Father has something better up his sleeve. He's a good father and wants our dreams to come alive.

I feel like i am currently one person lost in a sea of people.